I have no regrets, although many sorrows.
But no need for more then one at a time, não é?
In the romance portion of my life, so far, I only have one sorrow:
One summerish night some years ago, I was having the the best time of my life.
A huge celebration was going on, around me and within me.
I was in love, with a girl, with myself, with the night..with life!
Yet I only had one thing in mind - to have fun.
And believe me, I used to be like a pc at the time (one task at a time.lol).
Towards the end, half drunk on whiskey and half drunk on placebo, I walked a friend home, it was late and I was feeling so good, I could defend her from anyone...except myself, of course.
We walked around the block, arrived at her front gate, and left her with a goodbye hug. - Headed on back to the party. Crossed the street, then crossed again (her house, now, being on the opposite corner to my back). When suddenly I heard my name. As look back and see her crossing the street towards me, I start wondering: what have I forgotten?, especially considering I didn't bring anything in the fisrt place...and then it struck me like fireworks on a 4th of July night celebration (no pun intended)...that's what I had forgotten, to make a move! Duh! (told you I was a pc, and I already had a task at hand, lol).
you, yes you!, you made my happiness go so beyond the point it already was!, to where I went floating back to the party...fade...on the way back to my house...fade...for the rest of the weekend...fade out...it was amazing!
I floated until I hit a hard, very hard brick wall.
The experience I had was one sided, how selfish of me! I had not shown gratitude at any point near what she deserved, for what she shared, better yet, what she gave me that night.
I know I'm late, retarded even, as well as I know I will probably never be able to show you how gratifying it was for me. What I can do for now is an homage:
http://www.ziplo.com/unforgettable.htm
Gratefull always.
ps: I am also gratefull for your inspiration, tks FM.
31.5.07
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you do not have to thank for anything.
it's only you...
only?
may i put you in my guide-stars?
your real name or your alter-ego one?
waiting your answer!
beijos!
by the way...
just love this song!
check up on me:
http://flaviamelissa.blogspot.com/2007/06/just-tips.html
done...
esse feriadones vou prá praia...
mas que tal um cup of coffee semana que vem?
vamos, vamos, vamos?!
beijocas!
kd tu, hein?
poxa... bota coisa nova, fáfávô?
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